Jennifer Lopez is wearing her emotions on her sleeve! And on stage!
You know how we heard the pop star has a brand new song coming titled Wreckage Of You? A song that’s supposed to be about her messy breakup from ex-husband Ben Affleck? Well, she just performed it live for the very first time!
During her Up All Night Tour in Pontevedra, Spain on Tuesday, the Marry Me actress took a second to get vulnerable with her fans:
“This is a song that is a new song that I want to sing for the first time tonight. [It] came to me when I was… up all night one night.”
It’s a really honest moment. Damn. J.Lo even trades in her signature dance moves for a more stripped back, seated performance of the ballad, right next to the piano.
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There really is no mistaking who it’s about! She sings:
“The love I want, the love I need, it starts in me / Now I found my way here I’m gonna stay there / Thank you for the scars you left on my heart / Was showing me that stars shine brighter in the dark / I won’t fall apart because of who we are / But your broken parts”
Oof! This is deep!
She goes on to seemingly thank Ben for making her a stronger person — like she had to get stronger to survive him? Yeesh! She sings:
“Because of you, I am stronger, wiser / Better than I’ve ever been / I won’t let you no longer, longer, ever say goodbye to me / It was perfect the while that you made me believe / Really got only greater for me, and it made me stronger, stronger, bulletproof / Now watch me climb out of the wreckage of you”
Damn! Later in the song, she adds:
“Had to break to know how it feels / For however long it takes for my soul to heal, I will make you deal”
Watch her sing the emotional song in fan captured footage (below):
She’s really pouring out her heart! Thoughts??
[Images via MEGA/WENN/Jennifer Lopez/Instagram.]
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